7.22.2012

the weather has not been very inviting for the whole weekend. Yesterday was a long day of absolute nothingness. I cooked two meals, and that was the extent of anything productive. I ask myself if I regret having done nothing and the answer is nope :)
I figure, I'm not perfect, and I have a bunch of crap to do, but I can treat myself to a complete day off. So that is exactly what I did. It was fantastic. I watched every episode of warehouse 13 that was available on free on demand, slept through one tv movie and watched another.
Today I was a little more productive, I did dishes, did some shopping and now I have laundry going while i contemplate this evenings meal. 
I made it to zumba last thursday. It was a fun and entertaining way to exercise. I actually sweat through two layers of shirts and my head look like I took a shower. It was kind of gross after the fact, but not enough to not go back. Cause believe you me, I most certainly will.
Tomorrow I have a training to re-certify to be a training instructor for the deescalation program my employer prefers. It is suppose to be 8 hours, i'm hoping a little less :) bonus is I get to wear jeans.
I'm trying to figure out how I can get away to do zumba though. I think I will ask the instructor if he will break for lunch during that time period. He seems like a pretty flexible guy.
I joined a meniere's website today. I'm hoping the people on this one are more positive than one of the others that I am on. I know there are quite a bit of people who do not have an amazing support structure like the one I'm lucky to have, but it's the people who allow their disease to define who they are that gets to me. Granted, as far as being affected, there are people far worse of than I am, but when you give up it just takes over.
There are times when I feel all alone, and I know some people just don't get what I'm going through, or they compare the times they feel dizzy to what i experience quite often and that can be frustrating. But I appreciate the support given to me and I expect nothing more, cause I imagine, when I try to support some of the people who have other ailments in my life, I might prove to be a little or a lot annoying as well.
That being said, I will continue my search for a group that has motivated and daring menierians such as myself.
My oldest son is waiting to hear back on a job, my fingers are crossed. He gets irritable, and just doesn't understand that it's actually due to boredom. Kids! lol
My youngest son is getting ready for school. He isn't looking forward to it, but that's okay. He wants to join the military and one of the requirements is a high school diploma.
Well, I have a few more things to do so I better get at them. Have a great day :)